"Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better".
King Whitney Jr.


In my ignorance, in my quest for self elightenment, I allowed my emotions to betray my ability for rational thought, and the consequence of it was almost more than I could bear, the loss of two great friends.

This Blog was meant to be therapeutic, and instead, became a powerful surveillance tool into my life and my emotions. When things I published here, made thier way into the general population, I was posed with a choice, deal with things in a more responsible manner or loose several people close to me, it's obvious I picked the first.

But now comes the question that has racked my brain since, What does it take to change the essence of a man?
what does it take for a man to accept all that he has said and done, and change with a want to change?

I think it goes deeper than just a surface thing it's a self revelation that often can cost us dearly if we fail to see the forest from the trees. And unless we view the fault in ourselves and deal with it, we will never be as human as we can truly be.