Anger at lies lasts forever. Anger at truth can't last.
Greg Evans, Luann (comic), September 27, 2003

I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be, and that something's wrong with me because I get angry.
Maxine Waters, in Brian Lanker, I Dream a World, 1989

I often ask myself, why I feel anger, why my life becomes consumed with a madness so self induced, and I think it's because I choose for it to be. If we choose to ignore problems, then they build up until they get beyond control, and thats what survival is about, control, and if we can't control our own lives it will fall apart on us, we will become buried up to our necks in shit, and then ask what now?

I choose to let it out, I choose not to live with it, but to destroy my problems as they arise, if I can't conquer it, I walk away from it, and I never ever look back, a god forbid if a problem ever comes looking for me, I make sure the fucking thing doesn't last long after it finds me, because when I'm gone, I'm gone, and goddamn anyone or anything that tries to drag me back in.

maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm just disillusioned, but at least I'm prepared, I'm lethal and I'm more than prepared to do whatever is nessecary for my own survivial, because again, in the end thats all that matters, that we are prepared to ensure our survival. Self preservation is a goal, it is my agenda, and it's my edge, I'm in a positions where I have to much at stake to let anyone or anything compromise me, and I'm not going to let anyone's personel agenda alter me or my course.

I'm young, I'm successful, and I'm in touch with my life, and too many people and thier excess baggage will cloud that, rob me of my clarity and force me to let my guard down, and unless I'm prepared, I'm not going to be ready to challenge fate and deal it the death blow it deserves. I will not succumb to chance, I will not let unplanned factors challenge my self dominance or control, and I will be goddamned if I let her stand in my way...